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Monday, March 4, 2013

Guest blogger L.M. Brown

Happy Monday everybody! Today I welcome author .L.M. Brown. She's talking about dreams, and her newest release, Only in Your Dreams. Why don't you get started, L.M., while I make us some tea?







The Strangeness of Dreams

I believe that there is nothing as strange as the human mind, especially when it is given free rein to wander.  As a writer, I rely on my mind wandering off on random tangents on a regular basis.  I get a lot of plot bunnies that way and without those there would be no stories forthcoming.  But the randomness of daydreams could never be as strange as dreams that come to us when the subconscious takes over each night.

Dreams can take many forms and there are countless theories out there about them.  There are those who say dreams can open the door to past lives, others that they can sometimes predict the future, and so many different dream interpretation sites/books out there I wouldn’t know where to start.

Personally I believe in both of the first two theories and have experienced one of those myself.  The dream interpretation I tend to leave alone for the most part.  If I have a nightmare about the office in the middle of a stressful week it doesn’t take a genius to figure out that one!

I believe that the soul/psyche/essence of every person is not tied to their body.  Yes, I believe in reincarnation and the eternal nature of the human soul, but that is more relevant for another story that is currently in the progress of being written.

For my novel Only in Your Dreams I decided to give dreams a bit of a new twist.  I played with the idea of there being another world out there, in what for all intents and purposes is another dimension, where the dreaming mind travels to.  For most of us, the dreaming world is nothing more than regular dreams that we mostly forget about when we wake.  But for some, like Jay, the hero of my story, it is another place and as real as the regular world.

Because of the way Jay’s brain works (and the brains of the rest of the men in his family) he has total recall of his dreams and the ability to manipulate dreams into whatever he wants.  Now, really, how cool would that be?  No more nightmares about arriving at school and finding you have a test/are naked/forgot your homework.  He, and others like him, can also communicate with each other in the dream world and remember their conversations when they wake up.  

Of course, the idea of being able to control your world might be a tempting one, but the flip side is that any of those with the ability to do this can wander into your mind and see whatever your dreaming mind has conjured up.  A total invasion of privacy and a moral dilemma that Jay has to contend with as he learns to control his new powers.

So, if you could control your dreams, what would you dream about?


Blurb

Jay Sommers has always had the power to bend dreams to his will. When he reaches eighteen his powers grow and he discovers he can travel into the dreams of others. But his new ability doesn't come without problems. Hiding his sexuality from his homophobic father during the day was hard enough, now not even the haven of his mind is safe, especially when he finds it increasingly difficult to resist the temptations of his dream lover, Cory Irwin.

Jay soon discovers that when your sleeping hours are as real as your waking ones, your nightmares can come true in both worlds. Can Jay make his dreams come true as well?

Excerpt

The gents was empty and he stalled in there as long as he dared. He had to tell them soon. The older they got, the less convincing his excuses sounded.

"You should tell them," a stranger's voice suddenly advised.

Jay looked up to see an older man standing two sinks down. The man's dark brown hair brushed his shoulders and his teasing eyes were a deep shade of blue. Although it was difficult to tell in his loose fitting shirt, Jay suspected the handsome looks were complemented by a well-toned body. Jay estimated him to be in his early to mid-twenties.

The man looked at Jay with mild amusement. "Fuck! Am I that obvious?" Jay blurted.

The stranger chuckled. "No, but if you're so worked up about your problem that you're talking to yourself in public loos and don't even notice someone else coming in here, you need to tell them."

"You don't even know what's bothering me."

The amusement melted from the stranger's face. "I could take a fair guess."

From the look of quiet appraisal on the man's face Jay suspected his guess would be accurate. Apparently he had been obvious about checking the man out as well.

"I'm Randall."

"Jay."

Randall smiled and finished washing his hands. "Nice to meet you." He turned and leaned his hip against the sink. "How old are you?"

Jay frowned at the seemingly random question. "Eighteen."

Randall raised an eyebrow as though he didn't believe him. Jay didn't blame him and it reaffirmed his suspicion that he would have to make sure to carry ID with him for some time to come.

"It's true. I'm eighteen today, if you must know."

Randall laughed. "Then happy birthday, Jay."

Jay had a feeling he was being picked up, but he didn't know how to find out for sure without asking direct—and if he had mistaken Randall's friendliness for flirting he would look a right idiot.

Randall glanced at the closed door before beckoning Jay towards one of the stalls.

Jay took a step forward before he caught himself. What the hell did he think he was doing? Gorgeous though the man appeared to be, he was a complete stranger.

Randall chuckled. "You don't want your friends to come in here looking for you and find you with your tongue down my throat, do you?"

Jay drew in a sharp breath. Well, that answered the question about whether Randall was hitting on him or not.

Jay halted for a moment as he debated whether or not to follow after Randall. He'd never done this before, not with anyone. Was Randall just going to kiss him or did he expect something more? If he expected Jay to return the favour in another way, how far did he expect Jay to go? Jay knew enough about how things were between two guys to have a fair idea of what went where and who did what to whom, but this was all going just a little bit too fast for him.

"Come on," Randall urged. "I don't bite—at least not on a first date."

"This isn't exactly a date though, is it?"

Randall laughed and shook his head. "No, I guess not. I'll tell you what… I'm going to go in here and leave the choice to you. Either you come in here with me and I'll give you a birthday kiss, or you can go back to the bar and I'll go on my way."

"Just a kiss?"

Randall gave him a knowing look. "If you want to do more than make out, I'm open to the idea; but I'm not going to fuck you in here no matter how much you beg me."

It was Jay's turn to laugh. "You sound pretty sure of yourself."

"Confident is always the best way to be," Randall replied as he disappeared into the end cubical and out of Jay's sight.

Available from Silver Publishing

Where to find L.M. Brown
Twitter - @lmbrownauthor

Thanks for stopping by, L.M., come back soon!

Until next time, take care!

♥ Julie

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Guest Blogger Anel Viz

Welcome today, if you will, fellow author Anel Viz, who has bravely answered my infamous Rick Reed questions, and is going to tell us about his Halloween release. Why don't you make yourself at home, Anel, and I'll have the butler bring us something to drink.








The Questions // answered by Anel Viz
1)      You’re marooned on a small island with one person and one item of your choice—who is that person and what item do you have?

My boyfriend. He gives great massages, so I opt for body lotion. 

2)      Which musical would you say best exemplifies your life – and which character in that musical are you?

That’s a tough one. There are a number of musicals I wish I could identify with and others I identify with in my fantasies. In a sense, I do identify with Candide, but I’m definitely a cynical optimist and don’t for a second buy into that “best of all possible worlds” crap. So I’ll say Show Boat, and I’m the Mississippi because I’m an old man and I just keep rolling along.


3)      Take these three words and give me a 100 word or less scenario using them:  allegation, exponent,  downgraded

I had reason to believe the allegations of several guys he’d slept with. Hell, just from the looks of him and to listen to his spiel, I expected this to be a night to remember. He came across as the exponent of hot monkey sex. I should be so lucky! A brief roll in the hay was all it took for me to downgrade him from a higher power to a square.

4)      You’ve just been let loose in the world of fiction, with permission to do anyone you want. Who do you fuck first and why?

Fuck first? Does that mean I have permission to fuck everyone I want? How long do I get to stay in this world of fiction? Can I stay twice as long if they can do me too? I feel like a kid in a fucking candy store.

5)      What is your idea of how to spend romantic time with your significant other? 

How about letting me also have a king size bed on that small island?

6)      When you start a new story, do you begin with a character, or a plot?

Neither. I start with a situation and the plot grows out of it. I’m not sure what’s going to happen and don’t know who the main character will be until things start happening. I’ve usually written 1/5 of the book before I start planning.

7)      If they were to make the story of your life into a movie, who should play you?

Gee, I don’t know.  He couldn’t be anyone young and would have to be someone who can make the most uneventful story at least mildly interesting,  like Dustin Hoffman or Peter O’Toole or Tom Hanks or… Got any suggestions?






8)      Who’s your favorite horror villain and why?

Norman Bates. Anybody that hung up on his mother couldn’t be 100% straight and I think Anthony Perkins is damned cute. I can imagine myself saying, “Toss the knife, slip out of the drag, and hop in shower, pressed up against the wall with your back toward me.”



9)      Do you have an historical crush and if so, who is it?

Have you ever seen a portrait of Charles-Louis Desaix? I thought not. No matter; there’s more than one and he’s not particularly good looking in most of them. He was one of the generals in Napoleon’s army and died in the Italian campaign. He’s a secondary character in one of my WIPs.

10)   Is there a story that you’d like to tell but you think the world isn’t ready to receive it?

If I did, it wouldn’t stop me from writing it.

Horror, Dark & Lite 
Silver Publishing, Oct. 2012
vol. 1: Dark Horror (ISBN 9781614956266)
vol. 2: Horror Lite (ISBN 9781614956273)

“Spiel”:
The collection Horror, Dark & Lite came about because I had a vampire story and a shifter story in two multi-author anthologies that didn’t receive much attention and are no longer available and I wanted them back on the market. One was gothic, the other humorous, so I decided on two volumes instead of one with a mishmash of tones. That way, readers who want to be scared could buy one, those who like funny stories could buy the other, and if I was lucky, most would buy both.
The dark volume contains three novellas: a vampire story that may or may not feature a vampire, a Hitchcock-like mystery about serial killings, and a shifter story set in the late 1970s. Like its companion volume, the “lite” stories begin with a vampire, end with shifters, and the two stories in between complements the middle story in that one is about a stalker and the other has to do with an investigation of sorts. The humor is sometimes lighthearted, sometimes totally screwball. They’re not so much scary as creepy, no more horror stories than lite beer is beer, but you’ll see in the excerpt that I could have turned them into something to scare the pants off you if I had chosen to go that route.
Blurb for Horror Lite:
The vampires, stalkers, aliens, and shape-shifters in these stories prove less threatening than the main characters feared.
“A Layover at Atatürk International” – When their plane is delayed, Chase looks forward to sharing a hotel room with fellow passenger Viet Bloedrank.
“Coffee and Aftershave” – Skyler discovers that the creepy individual who followed him home from the subway is also stalking the men he dates.
“Bryce Olson is Pregnant” – Hoping for benefits, Russell decides to play along when Bryce Olson gets it into his head that his ex-boyfriend is an alien.
“The Stray” – John thought it just coincidence that his housemate and the big grey dog that came by for handouts never crossed paths.  How long would it take him to catch on?

buy link: https://spsilverpublishing.com/product_book_info/new-release-c-1/products_id/1218/

Excerpt from “Coffee and Aftershave”
It was their first date, and he looked forward to meeting Claude in person. They had a lot in common, Claude seemed intelligent, and unless his profile photo was more flattering than accurate, pretty darn handsome. Skyler had also spoken on the phone with him, and he liked his voice.
They had arranged to meet for coffee and then, if they hit it off, go for dinner together at a nice restaurant. Nearly all Skyler's first dates began at a Starbucks. Dating services, Internet sites, mailboxes in the free newspapers, phone lines all warn it's safest to have a first meeting in a public place. They invariably suggest getting together for coffee. Skyler had drunk a lot of coffee with men he'd never seen again.
Most of the men Skyler slept with he'd met in public places. When he was younger, he didn't use to make advance arrangements or run into them in the kind of public places the dating services have in mind. They mean somewhere with a lot of people milling around and preferably in broad daylight, not bars, lavatories, the park, adult video arcades, or an alley in the warehouse district. Then he'd had a scare at twenty-three and, although he was neither robbed nor raped, he'd followed their advice from then on and played it safe, but he wasn't so paranoid as to run a criminal background check on the man he'd arranged to meet or ask to see his driver's license as one overly cautious chat room suggested. Still, he ended up in bed less often when he knew who he was hooking up with than in his days of anonymous cruising. But it also happened that he went home with the guy within minutes of finishing their cappuccinos.
Claude would be different on both counts. Skyler couldn't imagine not hitting it off with him. Everything pointed to his having found Mr. Right and, frankly, the closer he came to his thirtieth birthday—just over a year and a half to go—the more wearisome it became to play the field. They would definitely go home together, maybe even spend the night, but not within minutes of finishing their cappuccinos. That half-hour at the gym meant he'd had a light lunch. He was hungry and wanted a filling dinner, preferably in a romantic setting.
Skyler got ready for his big date. He laid out the clothes he had chosen—carefully casual—and went to shower. He cleaned himself inside as well, just in case. Then he shaved, brushed his teeth, and combed his hair. Like an anxiously excited teenager before her first prom but looking as calm and confident as a fashion model on a walkway, he checked his appearance in the large mirror above his dresser before heading for Starbucks. They'd agreed it should be one with a number of good restaurants nearby. The one they had picked had the added advantage of being close to Skyler's apartment.
Claude had arrived before him and had taken his coffee to a table by the window, so he saw Skyler crossing the street on his way to the door and was standing to greet him when he came in. His profile snapshot didn't do him justice: a shorter version of the young Gregory Peck with a smile that would have melted the heart of Muammar Qaddafi. It melted Skyler's.
Skyler went to shake hands before getting in line to order a cappuccino. "I knew you were handsome from the photo," Claude said, "but I wasn't expecting you to be this handsome."
"I'm pleasantly surprised myself."
Skyler got his coffee and joined Claude at their table. "Have you thought about where we should eat?" Claude asked. "You said you live somewhere in the neighborhood."
"Anywhere but Indian."
"You don't care for Indian? I like your shirt, by the way. Nice aftershave, too. Did I say something wrong?"
"No, it's just that you're not the first person to tell me that today. Some creep on my way home in the subway wouldn't stop talking about it. I tell you, it was nothing short of weird. I've even christened him 'Aftershave' in my head."
"Sounds annoying. I can't stand it when strangers try to strike up a conversation on the subway. It's different on a plane."
"I don't really mind it that much. But my aftershave? I mean, like, where was the guy coming from? Said it reminded him of Indian cooking or something. Does any aftershave smell that strong? Anyway, that's why I said not Indian."
"You think he was hitting on you?"
"I know he was hitting on me. He tried to follow me home."
Skyler came to a dead stop. The man from the subway was standing at the window, looking in at them.
"Is something the matter?" Claude asked.
"Speak of the devil."
Claude twisted his head to see what Skyler was looking at. He turned away quickly. His face had gone white.
"He followed you home?"
"Yeah, him. Looks like I didn't manage to shake him after all."
"He's not here for you," Claude said in a frightened whisper. "That same man has been stalking me for weeks."
Skyler did his best to remain calm. "Have you reported him to the police?" he asked.
"How can I? I don't know who he is and there's never a cop around when he shows up."
"There're cops everywhere."
"Except when you need one. I've tried twice, but both times, when I went to point him out, he was gone. Then five minutes later, there he was again."
In a flash, Skyler was on his feet. "I'll punch his lights out."
"Don't! You'll just get yourself arrested."
"It's too late, anyway. He's gone. I bet I scared him off."
"You scared me, too. If looks could kill…"
"You looked scared enough already."
"I was… I am."
"Well, I'm not. And if you like Indian food, I'm ready to eat Indian tonight just to spite him. Not that he'd know."
"If we're together, he'll know."







Sounds like a couple of good books to curl up with on Halloween, Anel!  Thanks for stopping by, it's been fun!

Don't forget to visit the Howloween Blog Hop and check in with the authors for fun and giveaways!

Until next time, take care!

♥ Julie

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Silver Shorts #31: Personal Business Chapter Five

My first PI novel continues, part of the Silver Shorts anthologies at Silver Publishing. They're available for the low, low price of... free! Just go here and download a copy!

As you'll recall from last time Holden Heidegger has just come face to face with the man who dumped him fifteen years ago. So, will Jeremy recognize him? And how does Holden feel about the situation. Let's find out!

Personal Business: Chapter Five



The years have been more than kind to Mr. Daniels in many ways. Mother Nature obviously loves him—he’s filled out in all the right places. I suspect he has a personal gym and he knows how to use it. Even underneath the expensive clothes, I can tell that is one fine-looking body. Having access to money hasn’t hurt him any, either. He always did like to dress well. It was just harder before. Neither one of us came from money. He married into it and I still don’t have it. But then I wasn’t exactly looking for it; I guess he was.

Is he happy? Stupid question. He’s cheating on his wife. That should tell me something. I know I don’t have any proof of that, not yet, but I’ve taken on enough of these kind of cases to know that when the wife gets a whiff that there’s something going on, there generally is, ‘cause they tend to be the last ones to know.  Part of that where there’s smoke, there’s fire syndrome.

I suspect Mr. Jeremy Daniels is one smoldering fire, waiting to release his flames at the first opportunity.

I catch myself staring directly into his gorgeous brown eyes. I drop my gaze to his pale pink lips, with the perfect Cupid’s bow, and I try not to remember how good those lips used to taste when they were locked with mine. So I drop my gaze even farther and fixate on his broad, smooth jaw instead, lightly stubbled and looking way more chic than any look I could hope to carry off. So much for objectivity. This isn’t working out very well for me, is it? I’m fighting every inner demon I possess, the ones with his name branded on 
them, and they’re screaming at me to do something—anything—and do it right now.

I manage to ignore them.

Has he been talking? I really should concentrate more.

Have I changed so much? Hell if I know. I’ve gotten a little taller, added a little weight; I’m not as skinny as I used to be, I guess, but who is? I can still wear most of my old jeans when I’ve a mind to. The ones that I haven’t worn clean through. I know I look older than the last time he saw me, but hell, it’s been fifteen years. And I knew him in a heartbeat. Why doesn’t he know me? Is that common sense or hurt pride speaking up?

“I asked you who you are, and why you’re carrying a gun in my hotel?”

Damn, he did ask me something.

“Just an ordinary guy doin’ my job, Mr. Daniels.” I pull off my hat, and run a hand through my hair to get it to settle down some, because common sense has just kicked in and booted my emotional side out of the way—I’ve figured it out. Why he doesn’t recognize me. Yet. I didn’t wear one of these back then, and a hat is a great way for people to not pay attention to your face. Criminals use them all the time; I remember my dad telling me that. Witnesses pick up on the fact that someone wore a hat and they can’t tell you what the face beneath it looked like. The silver hoops are new too. Part of my rehabilitation, after he left. I guess when you get down to it I have changed a bit since high school. Only natural. So has he.

I wait for his reaction, force myself to assume a calm demeanor, one that I’m far from feeling, to hide how much I’m quivering on the inside. Damned if I’m going to let him know just how badly he’s upset my equilibrium even after all this time. I watch him carefully as he does a double take. He narrows his eyes and he’s looking straight into my soul now; his expression’s impossible to read; like a poker player studying a potentially winning hand and deciding how to play it. I don’t cut him any slack, simply stare back at him. He’ll either figure it out or he won’t.

“Well I’ll be damned…” And there it is. That slow lazy smile I used to know so well, the one that lights up his eyes and used to make me tingle inside. Guess what? It still does.

And I know that he knows. And he knows I know he knows.

A polite—make that bored—cough from the doorway is a reminder that the rent-a-cops are still standing there. With my gun. 

“I’ll take that,” Jeremy holds out his hand toward them, his eyes still locked on mine.

“Mr. Daniels,” one of the witless wonders ventures, but Jeremy snaps his head toward him, and he ceases and desists whatever protest he was about to make. Quietly lays my piece in his boss’ outstretched hand.

“Thank you for your diligence in this matter. I’ll call you if I need you.” He’s gone from irate to charming in six seconds flat.

While Jeremy deals with his subordinates, I look around me at his grand and glorious office. He certainly has come up in the world.  Large, dark, expensive-looking desk that looks like it’s pure mahogany. No gunmetal grey cabinets in sight, nothing to show that this man works for a living, or does anything quite so mundane as filing. He probably has a pretty little secretary to handle that sort of thing for him; no doubt she has a desk of her own in an adjoining office. Isn’t that how it usually works? Someone to bring him his coffee and take dictation while sitting in his lap?

At least in some of the old movies I’ve seen.

The office is done up in rich, warm tones—all reds and browns—with gold trimmed everything. The art on the walls could easily rival the stuff they got hanging in the Louvre. I’m not surprised to see that he’s got his own elegant bar set against the back wall; the top’s covered with cut glass decanters and bottles of assorted liquors and mixers.

Now this is interesting. I spot two glasses sitting on the bar, looking out of place as though they’ve been hastily set out of the way, and they’re both barely touched. I don’t imagine Jeremy’s devolved into a two-fisted drinker, so I wonder if my unexpected arrival has managed interrupted something. A tryst, maybe? But with whom? Where is this mystery person, and can I be on to something? Of course, this isn’t exactly proof of any infidelity. I need to find more solid evidence than this before I can even think about going back to his wife to tell her the unpleasant news.

Jeremy closes the door, having shooed out the faux lawmen, and now we’re alone, and my stomach is tied up in knots, but I don’t let on ‘cause I sure as hell don’t intend to let him know how badly he hurt me.
Play it cool, boy… real cool.

“Holden…” His voice is whiskey soft as he crosses the room, coming straight for me. For someone who ran out on me without a word of explanation—and I don’t count his terse “We’re done”—he sure seems to have forgotten all about the past. Our past, anyway. I can’t decide if I’m more relieved, or affronted.

“Holden, it’s been so long…” He lays my gun on his desk, removes my hat from my hand and sets it on top of the gun, then reaches for my hands, takes them into his, and pulls me in for a light kiss before I realize what his intentions are. I submit with as good a grace as I can muster—not even going to go there, ‘specially not with my client’s husband. Remember her? The lady who’s paying you?  I take a step backward, but all that gets me is my ass plastered against the bar with nowhere to go.

“You’re looking good,” he says. “Come on, let’s sit down and catch up. Let me fix you a drink. What are you drinking these days? You name it, I’ve got it.”

While it’s a tempting offer, I think I’ve put enough liquor away for one evening, and I am working, so let’s be sensible here. As sensible as I can be, under the circumstances. Better to keep a clear head, all things considered.

“Nothing for me, thanks, I’m working,” I demur.

“Working?”  He arches his thick, dark eyebrows at me; on another man, they’d be considered Neanderthal, but on him, they’re just sexy.  “Sorry I don’t have any root beer. Will water do, instead?”

I’ll be damned. He remembered.

Water actually sounds real good, and I nod, not trusting my voice. He leans down and opens the door of a mini-fridge concealed in the bar, one I hadn’t noticed, and pulls out a plastic bottle, handing it to me. Our fingers touch, and I’m surprised to feel a low-grade tingle shoot through me, like I’ve just touched a live wire. I take the bottle, pull back, and step around him, mumbling, “Thanks.”

I notice he picks up one of the two drinks. I wonder what happened to his partner in crime? Did he shoo her into the next office to await our departure? Was he afraid she’d be recognized if she tried to make her escape, or is he just waiting this out to return to whatever was interrupted?

I notice there’s another door on the other side of the room. If the first one leads to his secretary’s office, I’m guessing this one’s a private washroom. Being boss certainly has its perks. In my office building, we’re stuck with communal lavatories and grateful to have them.

He waves me to the elegant oxblood Chesterfield sofa along one wall and I perch on the edge, afraid if I sink back too far I won’t want to come up for a long time. He takes a seat beside me, turned toward me, his knees touching mine.

“How do you mean, you’re working?” He takes a sip of his drink, regarding me curiously over the rim. 

“What do you do for a living?”

“I’m a private investigator.” I’m a real big believer in the truth. I think that’s part of why I do what I do. Something that was instilled in me by my old man, this love of justice. Of righting wrongs and making things better. Even when the truth is a bitter pill to swallow.

Doesn’t mean I intend to tell him that I’m investigating him, of course. My father didn’t raise any stupid sons.

Jeremy’s smile is so disarming. He’s so at ease with himself, and the situation, and being king of his own hill. Does he have no conscience? No memory of what he did to me? Or is it all part of a past he left behind with 
no regrets?

If he can do it so easily, why can’t I? I thought I had until tonight. Now I’m not so sure.

“Are you investigating one of my guests?”  His tone is even; he shows just the right amount of concern for someone with a business to run, someone who would not care for adverse publicity of any sort.

“Sorry, I’m really not at liberty to say.”

“Okay, Holden, I trust you.” He pats my knee and smiles that smile, and I have to keep reminding myself that this is strictly business. Even if it weren’t, why would I ever take him back again?

“You know, I can remember when all you wanted out of life was to be a cowboy.”

“Yeah, like when I was maybe six. I got over that a long time ago.”

“To be honest, I always figured you’d end up a cop, like Stan.  You and him were always so close. How’s the old guy doing? He ever retire from the force? Or he still making this world a safer place to live?”

I look down at the bottle of water, still unopened, and twirl it between my palms for an uncomfortable moment; I should have realized he didn’t know. “Jeremy, Dad passed on seven years ago.”

“Oh God, Holden, I’m so sorry. I had no idea.” He slides his arm about my shoulder, and the heat I feel emanating from him is echoed by my own rising temperature.

This is not good.

Thinking quickly, I let the bottle of water slip through my fingers, grateful it can’t spill. “Oops, butter fingers,” I mumble, ducking beneath his touch in order to pick it up. “ ’Sall right, I figured you didn’t know.”

I straighten up, slide myself a little farther down on the sofa and manage to put a few inches between us in the process. “What about you?” I aim the conversation in other directions. I don’t want to talk about Dad. Not here, not now, and not with him.

“Me? I run a hotel.” His laugh is a rumble, low and throaty.

“I kind of noticed that.” I force a half-way cheesey grin onto my face. “I mean, how’d you get into this?” I wave my hand, indicating the whole set-up—fabulous office and everything—pretending that I don’t know he married his way in. “Last I remember you wanted to be a drummer in a rock and roll band. What happened to that dream?”

“Reality, that’s what happened.” He shrugs. “And lack of talent. After high school, I got married. To the boss’ daughter. I guess you can say I got really lucky.”

Or she got really unlucky.

“So that’s what happened to you, is it?” Does my tone sound as bitchy as I think it does? Way to not mix in the sins of the past.

“Holden…” He reaches for my hands again, first taking the water out of my grasp, and he’s looking into my eyes most earnestly, and for just a moment I think I see something… A trace of remorse? Repentance? 
Regret for what might have been? “There’s so much I need to say to you… things I need to explain—“

“No, you don’t owe me any explanation, Jeremy. Life goes on, right? I survived… you survived… Hell, the whole world’s still turning, right? No harm done…” I reach down toward the floor to grab the wayward water—something tells me I’ll be better off with something in my hand, something that isn’t Jeremy—but he forestalls my movement, and the next thing I know, he’s pulled me into his arms, and he’s got our lips pressed so slightly together that I can’t properly breathe and my head is spinning.

He pushes me back until I’m lying flat  on that sofa with him on top, and he’s stretched out across me, just like old times, and much as I wish it wouldn’t, my second brain is rising to the occasion. Are those deep-throated moans that I hear? And are they really coming out of me?

I’m afraid so.

I should be pushing him off of me, telling him no, reminding him he’s married… but I’m worse than a teenager in heat, and it’s a bit late now to remember I haven’t had any in a while and I’m horny as hell.

Who am I kidding? I want him and I know it.

Thank heaven for divine providence in the form of a cell phone’s insistent ring. It stops him cold—something I sure wasn’t capable of doing—and he sits up, pulling it out of his pocket, glancing at it, then at me.
I’ve managed to sit up and I’m working at catching my breath, while trying to calm down my better half, who’s making my life damned miserable at the moment, not to mention  it’s making sitting mighty uncomfortable.

“Holden, I’m sorry, I have to take care of this. Hotel business… you understand?”

That’s my cue and I take it. Hightailing it to his desk, I pick up my hat and set it on my head, slide my gun back into its holster, out of sight.

“Give me your card, why don’t you? I can always use the services of a good PI.” He grins at me, not in the least bit sorry, or ashamed, or any of the other feelings I think should be coursing through him but aren’t. Without thinking, I reach for my wallet, pull out a business card, and let it flutter down to his desk. It’s only got my business number and the office address. Nothing personal.

“So we’re good, about this whole thing, right?” I’m referring to the wedding incident, whatever else he may think. Let him make of it what he will.

“I’ll call you,” he promises.

I can hardly wait.

“Keep me updated on that thing you’re investigating will you? I mean, as much as you can. For the hotel’s sake.”

Sure thing, Jeremy, let me just do that.

I give him a noncommittal and probably goofy grin as I slip out his door and close it behind me, and for just a moment I lean against it, gathering the energy to move on. It’s been one hellacious night and I just want to go home.

But something inside of me, some gut instinct, tells me not to go. Not yet. My intuition’s kicking in, and for what it’s worth, I’m going with it.

I spot a door between me and the elevator and without thinking hard about what I’m going to do, I head for it, praying it’s not locked. It’s not, and I step inside. Just me and a bunch of cleaning equipment. Makes sense. Must be one for every floor.

I close the door almost all the way, leaving it cracked just enough for me to peer through. From where I stand, I have a bird’s eye view of Jeremy’s office door. No one can go in or out without me noticing. It’s the out part I’m particularly concerned with, though, if my idea’s correct.

I have a hunch, one that I think I’m about to see proven correct, that his phone call was from his bit on the side, probably tired of having been tossed aside like yesterday’s news. Although I could be wrong, and instead of watching her come busting out with a full head of steam, maybe they’re making up and I’m going to end up standing here until my legs go numb while they party just a few feet away. An unpleasant scenario at best.

No, wait, the door’s opening now. A figure slips out, looks cautiously around, and proceeds toward the elevator. No sign of Jeremy. Lover boy must have said his good-byes already. I know how sentimental he isn’t.

The figure draws nearer, and I instinctively press closer into the shadows, keeping the door cracked the minimum I can still see through, but she never glances my way and as she passes by, I get a good hard look, and holy cow… I didn’t see this coming.

This mystery woman of Jeremy’s is actually a mystery man. Except there’s no mystery involved. I know exactly who he is—the cute blond bartender with the friendly manner and the pretty blue eyes.

Well, well, well, the plot has certainly thickened. There’s been an interesting development in a case that already began on the wrong side of strong. And now I definitely have something to go on; just a matter of following it up.

Looks like Mr. Daniels has reverted to his old ways—or perhaps he’s always had it, and his wife is the exception to that rule, instead of the other way around? That being the case, and if his preferences haven’t really changed, then his wife is in for a very rude awakening, I’m afraid.

And how hard will it be for me to be the one to rain on his parade?

to be continued


Until next time, take care!

♥ Julie